By on November 13, 2017

Well anyone that says that they have never said they’ve watched porn, is clearly lying right?

The evolution of me working out that was gay first came from falling truly madly deeply in love with a guy in Primary school, way before I ever had a crush on a girl so I can comfortably say I’ve known I was gay ever since I was 8 to 10 years old.

However exploring that was awkward being from a Small town and not knowing any other gay people when I kept this secret to myself in my early teens / adolescence before I ‘Came out” to relatives everyone was fine with my self proclamation and a few people thought this could have just been a phase but I’ve always known and to explore this I resorted to Gay porn to explore this side of me.

Now being in my mid-twenties its only until recently that I have come to the realisation that the image that Porn has affected me growing up, its given me body consciousness issues and given me a complete false out look on what a gay relationship could look like.

It made me feel like how could anyone find someone who isn’t a muscle-bound dude with lets just say a 12-inch penis attractive, Its only until recently that I have found the confidence to be confident with the body I’ve got. I always promote body confidence, self-confidence and self empowerment however its important to acknowledge and overcome them to help others and also help ourselves move forward.

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