Hey, Just checking in with the Blog, with an Update I am so happy right now and Its so Weird.
Following my Spiral into depression late last year and at the start of 2017, everything was completely dark and horrible, I now understand that I was working in a toxic environment for 36.5 Hours a Week and that is what perpetuated that Negative Cycle.
I have since left my previous employer and got a Brand New Job In an Industry I want to be in and even though I’ve only been there 3 Weeks, Im So, So Happy.
Also, I have re-evaluated friendships over the past few months and it truly is on me to maintain my friendships with the amazing group of people that I have around me, once i thought that i wanted a BFF or a type of friend that could finish my sentences, however on a night out last Friday I looked around the Table in the Beer Garden as I applied make-up to a mobile ring-light and using my iPhone as a Mirror, I thought WOW I really do have an awesome group of people around me, who like to spend time with me.
I have never felt so content, so happy, so motivated in my whole entire life and get this, I started Cognitive Behavioural Therapy today (Thurs 6th April) and my Counsellor turned around to me and basically said, you’re too happy to need therapy….
I was like, wow, really??
Then while eating Lunch I thought Yeah, maybe you are….
So as i said above, Its weird to feel Happy because Its been so long since I truly have been.
But, I am and as said, Im more motivated in my new Job, more motivated to create, more motivated to be Social, More motivated to be the Real ME!!