Following on from my last Blog (Voiceless) I haven’t felt much better, my Voice and Osteomalacia are still plaguing my day to day life.
I hold my hands-up I am a control freak over my health and have had to be over the last 3 years, with losing 10 Stone in weight and more and with these two issues leaving me feeling powerless over the last few weeks because I have had to let my body takeover and do what it needs to do, i have been fighting it on all fronts recently with High Dose Medications and more.
So, I took the choice to dye my hair pink and feel little bit better about myself and I have always wanted to dye my hair Pink and have a complete colour wheel of colours i’d like to go potentially due to the inner drag-queen in me and also because i have every right to self expression and if me having pink hair makes me feel a smidge better all power to me.
I have also battled Depression in the past and that is a Rabbit Hole, I can’t go down as It is and has been extremely hard to come back from in the past.
When, I turned up to my day job, i was greeted warmly by customers and a few (baring in mind i was on shift for 2 hours) people said they loved the colour, i was sent home.
I explained to the Manager that after feeling extremely rubbish for 8 weeks, me having Pink hair made me feel a little bit better, however this was met with a cold shoulder and i was sent home.
Leaving me feel Pink & More Powerless than before.